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how to get drunk and not mean it
first:
lie.
say you’re just looking to have fun.
don’t tell her about the last time this happened.
plan on staying away from beds and grabby hands.
plan on forgetting for once.
next:
lay in bed anyway because you trust her.
debate if that’s wise.
contemplate the universe and what dying feels like.
decide it sounds like her laughter.
feel like dying.
then:
let her hold you.
try to decide if you want to remember this tomorrow.
whisper into her mouth that you love her.
let her shakily toss it back.
lie to yourself.
say you’ll forget.
don’t.
lastly:
wake up with her in the other bed.
complain about the headache.
don’t complain about the lack of warmth.
she’ll ask if you remember last night.
lie.
be hurt when she does too.
write poetry about how you don’t care.
do.
lie anyway.
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Mental Hospital
I got locked away today,
In a dark and lonely place.
Locked inside a small white room,
Where all light is erased.
This is the place the unwanted are sent,
When they give up reality.
When nobody wants us around anymore,
They send us here, you see?
There is a guard outside my door,
I hear keys locked on his hips.
I scream and yell to be set free,
But his concentration never slips.
I'm trapped here in this room,
Im trapped in this small box.
There are bars on one small window,
And the door has many locks.
All of my hope is lost,
All my dreams are fading.
I hear a noise outside;
The nurses are invading.
I hear patients screaming,
As they open up the doors.
I hear them fight and struggle.
I hear bangs along the floors.
Then I hear a "tick"
And a twist of a small key.
I sit alone in terror,
They're coming after me!
Two ladies walk right in,
They try to hold me down.
That is when one lady,
Stuck a hand right up my gown.
She stuck a needle in my rear,
Suddenly I felt real jaded.
I tried to fig
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well i dunno how well i can keep up my good intentions to post regularly again but ima do my best to hang around for a while and im starting by just posting some more recent sketches. okay and maybe some older ones cause i have posted nth in quite some time and for that i apologize. 
Lets say my motivation hit rock bottom due to personal stress and maybe just me being lazy in addition. I mean its not like i didnt create anything. just maybe it wasnt good or i didnt feel like taking the simple steps of taking a picture and hitting submit.

but anyways i hope 2016 will be a bit better creation wise
  • Listening to: cheesy ballads
  • Reading: memoirs of a teenage amnesiac
  • Watching: Matilda
  • Playing: with my pens
  • Eating: fizz powder
  • Drinking: lemonaid

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maxlake2 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much for the :+fav:!
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maxlake2 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
You're always welcome, dear. :aww:  And I'm glad you had a nice Birthday! :cake:
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FuckYourselfx3 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2016
awww thanks for thinking of it ^^ I had loads of cake on my own to be honest, but I saved the new GOT episode for that occasion and rewatched Kinky Boots, so I think it was quite successful. 
Probably gonna see my parents on the weekend to go out for dinner, so that is a special one.
and thank you for the cake as well :-)
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maxlake2 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday, Brook!!! :airborne:
I hope that you have a beautiful Birthday! :sun: :rose:
Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D :happy birthday: :happy birthday: Hide Birthday Emote Hide Birthday Emote Hide Birthday Emote Hide Birthday Emote Birthday Sis Birthday Sis

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FuckYourselfx3 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2016
You wanna come back to notes or so?
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